Candy Coated Misery

2010-06-30T05:49:00.000-07:00

I've decided to give formspring a try. Ask me anything!!http://www.formspring.me/SashaSoup

2010-06-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

I know that loving you is nowhere near right. I really cant help it. It was easy to get you out of my head in the first 2 years of our friendship but now, i just cant. The only way i'll be able to forget u totally is if i ignore you and dont ever talk to you. But see thats the problem, i dont wanna ignore you coz you have done nothing wrong at all and i'll be depressed if i do. As for the person i met in june last year, i really liked you those few months but everything turned out wrong in the few weeks we were together. But now, you're attached and its time for me to try to move on. Though its still hard, i'm definitely sure its better for the both of us. I keep thinkin about the past when the right thing to do is move on. Its so much easier said than done. I really dont know if i'm lovesick or in love..

2010-06-23T02:58:00.000-07:00

Thanks to my mum, my life is ruined:@

2010-06-17T08:39:00.000-07:00

Wow, after training today i feel so much better. I guess maybe coz i saw # . I swear that these few weeks, # is like my medicine to whenever i'm not feeling good.. But then, theres (?). I still like (?) and i love #. I dont know what to do. Like i said, forgetting (?) is really hard:( I dont wanna ruin my friendship with any of them. Whats worse, i'm so close to one of them that loving that person may ruin our friendship. So now, i'm having a hard time thinking of a solution to these problems. I tried letting go of (?) completely but it failed terribly. I really wonder what i should do.

2010-06-16T09:05:00.000-07:00

I'm so fucked up with my life now. I wish there was something or someone who can make things better.. Till then, music is my new bestfriend.

2010-05-14T23:10:00.000-07:00

Exams are over but i feel the same.. Things are changing, people are changing.. Oh well i guess i'll jus have to adapt to them.. I want trainings to start asap!! I miss it so bad.. I really do:( I need to talk to someone real bad about something.. i feel so pissed and depressed nowadays because of it.. Heh, i still cant believe i'm falling in love wiv someone whom i shouldnt be in love with.. I'm confused.. Infatuation or love? I cant even tell anymore:(

2010-04-17T05:49:00.000-07:00

There was nothing interesting the past few weeks so didnt blog abt anythin .. Yesterday we had sports day .. It was a failure i swear .. There was no relay coz of the rain so the only activity i did was the watermelon eating interclass .. It was quite fun .. HAHA!! but it was really gross as we couldnt use our hands at all so those who managed to finish the flesh of the watermelon fully, had watermelon juice all over their faces .. I must say, this was a really fun and funny experience for marsya and i .. Hehe! I think i'm getting tired of blogging coz its so boring .. i guess i may be changing to tumblr soon .. I swear i hate my life.. ITS SO BORING TTM!! :@ I'm not allowed to go out so all i do is stay at home and sit in front of the computer or tv.. i cant go out coz my mum doesnt allow-.- i swear i want my freedom or at least curfews!!!

2010-04-01T07:50:00.000-07:00

Today was so funny as many of us were playon pranks on one another.. I got pranked by cassandra.. Haha!! Sasha Cheah was the funniest.. she screamed so many times when pp scared her wiv a fake snake over and over again.. After school we had training and it was quite fun.. Haha! In the last half hour, we had game.. andrea, pat, gen, marsya, nadine and i were playing at the other hockey pitch and our coach didnt watch us play so we decided to have fun.. We laughed ALOT till i had sore throat and got all high.. This saturday is the u-16 trials and i feel so nervous and scared.. These few days i've been thinkin abt (?) and omg i miss (?) so so much.. Its been quite some time since i talked to (?) and i jus cant seem to forget (?).. Its so so so HARD!!! My baby, Juliette knws wat i mean.. I miss my baby too:( Idk if i believe in Karma but i really hate havin diarrhoea.. heh..

2010-03-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

Yesterday we had to go to school for YOG dance training.. Idky out of all schools, our school have to be the one doin it.. Lucky its not that bad.. After it ended yesterday, nicole, nadine and i went to vivo for lunch while yanwen went home to take her camera.. Yanwen met us at subway and we started to take pics.. Since it was still early, we went to sky park to slack and we took more pics.. We all went home after that.. I had no mood at all when at home coz of some reason.. But after textin nani, i felt much better.. Haha, thx nani^^

2010-03-19T01:40:00.000-07:00

EFL was fun^^ well other than the irritatin ant bites, my fear of the dark and heights, it was really fun and unforgettable.. The one thing i'll never ever forget is when everyone cheered for me to jump down from a height durin the high elements when i cried and was too scared to do so:D i swear i cant take so many pictures at one go.. i'll overreact and look stupid.. The pictures below tells it all.. HAHA!!

2010-03-07T01:31:00.000-08:00

So far, this year has been really challengin to cope with.. New class, new subjects, new environment, new team and new friends.. I guess i finally know why pp have been askin us to be more mature when we get to upper sec.. I wanna tell u this.. ur not how you think you are.. ur not useless, irritatin and watever you say you are ok? always look at the bright side of things.. u'll only be miserable and watever u say you are if you give up on things.. as long as i'm around, i'm not gonna let that happen.. that i can promise u.. As for someone i've jus met.. i know sayin all this to u hurts you.. i'm sry.. but this is the real truth, i'm not ready.. all i need is time.. to get everythin sorted out in my life and to move on.. Thx for bein patient and really understanding.. I appreciate it :D

2010-03-05T22:37:00.000-08:00

Exams are over!!^^ i can say goodbye to gettin a new phone as i screwed my SS damn bad:( Went to delta with Nadine n Farah to watch the hockey finals on thursday and Teckwhye is the B'div champions this year.. Haha, farah was so fascinated by the way jwss guy's number 4 played durin the boys finals.. Saw khairul play.. He looks like a japanese boy.. HAHA! I cant wait for our trainings to start for both hockey and floorball.. Though this year we didnt get into top 4 for both nationals, i'm sure next year we will get in with our c'div 2009 team playin alongside with us^^ I MISS C'DIV 2009 and i miss playin with them!! :(

2010-02-15T21:37:00.000-08:00

Chinese new year was so boring i swear.. But the money i got did make up for it.. my bro was jealous coz i got tripple the the number of angpows but still, he ended up getting so much more money than me-.- I cant believe he cried almost the whole day jus because my mum took an angpow from him.. haha! my b'day 'party' was such a failure.. my indian part of the family came includin my baby niece and the whole time, i was with whaifen and whaiee at the computer with my family not even realisin we were there coz they were playin with my baby niece.. i'd so much prefer to have no celebration at all coz it was like the worse birthday 'party' i ever had in my life.. i hate to say it but i dont really like celebratin my b'day with my father's side of the family..

2010-02-06T02:24:00.000-08:00

Today i had training and after that farah,nani and i went to the library at compass point to study.. Thanks to farah, i wont fail physics^^ This week is so packed.. we have 3 matches to play.. On monday, floorball match against Kent Ridge.. On tuesday, hockey match against Teck Whye.. On friday, floorball match against Springfield.. heh.. i'm so scared for tuesday's game! if we lose that game, we'll be out of the competition.. So its die die must win.. omg.. I miss Juliette Lim and Ivy Chan and i miss playin hockey with them!! :( I'll jus have to wait till next year..

2010-01-23T03:16:00.000-08:00

I swear i hate pms.. Because of it, i almost made farah cry.. This week was tirin coz of hockey trainings.. its always drizzlin when we train so now i'm havin flu all thanks to the rain-.- HAHA! In school we have this cat that practically lives in our school.. in the first week of school i was frightened by it twice.. But now i love it coz its so fun to play with.. today we had trainin in school and ms quek brought her doggy!! golden retriever named Sundae!! She say she named it that coz her sis named her own doggy Fudge.. get the connection.. hahaha! it'll be so funny if she had another dog named Hot.. so when she wants to call all 3 doggies she would be like 'Hot Fudge Sundae! Come here!' hahahahaha! And jessie was so funny coz she went to Sundae and said 'You're such a pretty girl' haha somethin like that then ms quek was like 'its a boy' hahaha! jessie so funny^^ N marsya was like 'come here sunday,come here saturday,come here tuesday... etc' hahahahaha! our new coach is quite hilarious and he picked on nicole coz she yawned.. haha! OMG!! Next thursday is our b'division Floorbvall n Hockey games!! Its gonna be a real tirin day! Flooraball game against Bukit Merah is at 1215 and Hockey game against Crescent is at 3!! We'll be rushin like crazy la.. i'm so freakin nervous!! haha ltr in school i vibrate like a mad dog again like last year and farah will laugh coz of it.. hahahaha !!! Juliette and Ivy, i miss u guys sooooo much!!! :(

2010-01-16T01:37:00.000-08:00

I finally updated..This week passed really fast.. Yesterday training was quite fun.. the only part i hate was when i lost my balance and fell down right after sweeping the ball in the D.. it was quite stupid.. my pants was so wet that i could squeeze water out.. haha! i was really out of breath during game.. i so need to work on my stamina.. haha. after training farah,sean,nicole and i waited for almost an hour for nani who was supposed to meet us at delta but overslept-.- hahaha! i swear she sounds like akydd on the phone.. so we met her at tiong and we had dinner at burger king.. nani was so quiet.. haha for once i talked more than her.. this morning we had floorball training.. i didnt play well coz i was sort of distracted.. heh.. and alicia whacked my hand instead of the ball!!-.- i wanted to scold her but she didnt do it on purpose so oh well.. Mr choo told us that our first game was this week.. but its so not-.- scare me ah.. haha.. i still need more time to train.. Farah, ily and i'm always here for u k.. remember that^^

2010-01-09T02:20:00.000-08:00

The first week of school was well ok.. But some lessons were so boring.. I fell asleep durin English coz it was so boring.. POA was quite ok.. physics was damn boring and i dont understand most of what was taught.. Had CCA fair yesterday.. Some of the sec1s were so irritatin-.- n most of them not sporty one.. I'm sorry farah.. for sending you that sms.. i was very pissed coz of some reason that has nothing to do with you.. I'M REALLY SORRY FARAH..i know.. it was stupid of me..

2010-01-01T00:56:00.000-08:00

Its 2010 already!! OMG time passes so freakin fast.. Okay juliette baby, i'll go out with you durin the first week of school^^ Hehe,i'm so happy that my cousin is not in singapore!! its so peaceful without her bossin pp around.. School is startin next monday!! i'm so excited!! New form teacher, new classmates, new subject-.- haha!! Heh, i miss coach Rafael.. If it wasnt for him, our team wouldnt have improved so much and won.. i hope our new coach will be as good as old man..

2009-12-30T00:22:00.000-08:00

I didnt go to school today coz i'm sick.. Anyways we're jus supposed ta clean our 'new' classrooms so i guess i didnt miss anythin.. i cant believe i'm missin 2A's class outing at sentosa.. Oh well, i'll jus wait for the next one.. haha.. I swear i shouldnt have gone for the stupid briefin yesterday.. It was a total waste of time la.. But training was fun.. Too bad its Rafael's last training with us:( i'll miss him.. I wonder what i'll new coach will be like.. heh.. I love Green(Janelle) and Juliette;)

2009-12-24T23:20:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to watch Alvin And The Chipmunks 2 with my mum,bro and 2 cousins.. It was funny.. I love theodore and elanor!! They're so freakin cute!!^^ HAHA!! After the movie, we headed to my cousin's house coz my bro and i are stayin over!! In the bus on our way there, my bro and whaifen ganged up against me-.- haha!! whaifen kept messing my hair and said that i look like a scarecrow-.- then she asked joshua to tickle me..so they both started to tickle me and i couldnt stop laughin and so-called screamin.. so paiseh!! I'll take my revenge.. haha.. so we reached her house and we just talked and acted like fools coz we were high^^ at exactly 12am, whaifen shouted out of the window.. MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! hahaha!! And this mornin, stupid whaifen and joshua woke me up at 10!!! I was sleepin so nicely until i was forced to wake up-.- haha,stayin at whaifen's house is so freakin fun!! ^^

2009-12-21T03:56:00.000-08:00

Today was ok.. Met Nicole n Ivy at commonwealth station at 845 and headed to our 'new' school for training.. only 12 of us turned up for training.. After training we headed to delta to watch the crescent carnival.. Silver was so sweet.. she gave me candy floss.. haha:) i swear i'm never drinking season's ice-lemon tea coz after drinkin it,i had a bad stomachache and needed to shit like crazy-.- hahaha!! Heh,coach rafael will be goin to australia again and he may not come back.. After the 30th, he wont be training us anymore:(

2009-12-20T01:12:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to vivo with my Family after doin borin house chores-.- haha!! Poor fat little brother of mine was blamed for everythin!! HAHA!! Coz of joshua,we went on some borin bookfare cruise and after my aunt bought some books for a baby,we went to look for the exit.. We had to bloody hell line up in order to exit coz they wanted to check our bags before leaving.. so we went to the the back of the line which was so far from the exit.. we had to wait for 30 boring minutes to get our bags checked and whats dumb,they didnt even check the bags!! So we totally wasted our time lining up.. IT WAS ALL THANKS TO JOSHUA SHASHI ZIJIAN SUPPIAH!!!-.- He didnt even get anythin.. asshole!!
I cant wait for the movie "The Last Song" to come out!! haha,i bought the book yesterday so that i can occupy my boring time reading since i cant go out-.- i cant believe i'm gonna read.. HAHA!!^^

2009-12-14T02:05:00.000-08:00

Training is tomorrow!! Haha,i can finally see Farah and all.. can't wait!! I swear, staying home is super boring.. I MISS JULIETTE BABY!! I've been thinkin about silver again.. i think i'm just gonna give up tryin ta forget silver.. Heh.. i cant wait for school to start and next year's hockey and floorball Nationals to start..

2009-12-11T23:13:00.000-08:00

I miss hockey trainings!! This tuesday will be our last training for the month..Heh,the holidays are so boring!! I cant wait for school to start!! HAHA!!

I came back from australia 4 days ago..It was quite fun..Especially the few days where we stayed a a farm!! haha!! I love to feed the baby kangaroos!! hehe,they're so cute!! My favourite animals were of course,the 2 doggies!!!! Haha,their names are soda and whisky but i gave them new names..Cock-eye and Roughy!! haha,one of them was really cock-eye and the other had really rough fur!! haha!! Other than the farm stay,the rest of the days was just shopping..but there was nothing to buy!!!

2009-12-01T04:35:00.000-08:00

Just came back from KL a few hours ago.. HAHA!! the trip was awesome and marsya was my room mate :) ..we played against a few malaysian teams durin the trip.. they were good and strong.. playin with them was definitely a great experience.. haha,i definitely enjoyed the 2nd day of our trip.. we had a teambondin activity..BOWLING!! hahaha,my group members were nicole chia,laura and i.. we had so much fun!! haha,i will never forget the stupid thing i did that made me paiseh myself in front of everyone.. haha,it was my turn to bowl and like always,we go get our ball.. swing our arms back to have enough strength to 'throw' the ball and i did that too but the ball slipped out of my hands when i did that and when i swung my hands back to the front to 'throw' the ball,i realised i had no ball on my hand to 'throw'.. i was so embarrassed and i just squatted straight away and laughed.. haha.. thank goodness i wasnt the only one who dropped the ball.. Ivy also (not surprisin) hahaha!!! so yea.. too lazy to elaborate on the trip.. i just enjoyed it like so much especially with farah,nicole,juliette,ivy and marsya!!^^

2009-11-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

After so long i'm finally postin.. Haha,on sunday i was so pissed with my bro that i threw a plastic chair near me at him.. luckily he ran away in time if not he would have gotten bad bruises.. serves him right-.- haha but after awhile i wasnt that pissed n in the end,we got along.. thx to my annoyin little cousin! HAHA!! we locked her out of grandma's room so she kept whackin the door.. my bro wanted to open the door n slap her but we found a better way to ignore the sound.. usually when he n i are alone without little brat,we can literally jus go crazy, play a fool and jus laugh non-stop.. so we both acted like idiots dancing n singin to ourselves n jus couldnt stop laughin!! after a few minutes of knockin n hittin,my cousin gave up n jus cried.. STUPID-.- hahaha.. On monday we had 'trainin' in school.. which apparently meant physical coz the school pitch was halfway taken out!! haha,some pp brought all their hockey stuff n they got pissed after seein the pitch.. haha!! Yesterday we had trainin at delta.. but before that i went to school busstop to meet juliette n from there we went to queensway to get her fbts.. once we got in,we walked in circles i tink around 3 times.. haha,but in the end,we managed to find the shop that sold fbts.. after that we went to nearest busstop n took 33 to redhill.. saw ivy n coach there.. coached asked juliette n i some questions n had a long chat with ivy after that.. she was havin the time of her life! HAHA!! the stupid sun was so bloody hot la!-.- but after awhile it wasnt so hot n it was windy! Wow!! trainin was so TIRIN!! we ran with the ball up down so many times! can die!! haha,n then we had to push the ball to our partners
-.- the distance was so wide!! so my ball took dont know how long jus to reach Laura..haha! N game!! coach Rafael put me as left defence.. i jus stared at him when he told me my position..at first i thought he said wrongly coz i'm left mid n i havent played as defence for almost a year!! so i asked again.. but he still said the same thing.. so i jus went to play that position.. i was like lost durin the game.. i jus wasnt used to this position.. haha.. now i'm seriously achin all over! I'm so excited for tomorrow!!! KL trip!! HAHAHA!! I havent even started packin yet!! hahaha^^

2009-11-16T01:03:00.000-08:00

I went to school today with Andrea and Marsya to see which classes we are gonna be in next year..Haha,in the bus on the way to school,we were nervous.. haha i dont know why but we were..So i ate marsya's rescue pastilles..haha,she claims that it can calm us down when we are nervous so i gave it a try..it actually works!! haha..I'm happy i got the subject combinations that i wanted and i'm happy that i'm in the same class as Farah next year!!^^

you keep my heart beatin and i'm happy coz i have you..

2009-11-15T06:17:00.000-08:00

Today was another boring day..again,i was on my computer almost the whole day..haha,i ordered mcdelivery..mega mcspicy for lunch..haha..it was so shiok!! i felt so much better after eatin it and drinkin ice-lemon tea!! haha,i totally went high after that!! Today was like the first time i did my house chores after so many months!! haha,since mummy not in singapore,i'm left in charge of the house..haha..i love to chat online with juliette!! haha,so fun!! especially when we talk about our plans on THURSDAY!! whoohoo!! haha..At 7.30pm,i stopped usin the computer and went to watch Fantastic 4:Rise Of The Silver Surfer!! haha, Silver surfer rocks!! reminds me of you..heh..so this is how my day was spent today..so yea..

i dream about u everyday..heh,i just cant stop thinkin about you..you are always on my mind..

2009-11-14T07:54:00.000-08:00

Today was a boring day..Woke up at 12+..ate breakfast? haha..lunch i mean, and went online after that..I was on my computer almost the whole day..Watching movies on youtube and chattin with pp..I cant wait for thursday!! haha,i bet juliette cant wait too!! haha,in around a weeks time,we'll be goin to KL!! Whoohoo!! i cant wait!! Away from my family and stayin with my friends!! But away from u:( Hope you're ok..i'll wait..heh,i don't know what to say..Whatever happens,just know that i'm here for you:)

When i'm around you,i get all flimsy with my heart beatin so fast,i lose my appetite,i can't stop smilin and i blush.. what can i say,i love you,you mean alot to me and i most definitely don't wanna lose you..

2009-11-13T05:11:00.000-08:00

i was supposed to go to school today to help facilitate in some event but overslept..I slept past my alarm!! haha..Mummy is gonna be in thailand till monday..I somehow miss her but i'm also happy that she's overseas..haha..so after i woke up,ate breakfast and went online..Chat with juliette and silver..at around 1.20pm, it was raining damn heavily!! and i had to leave the house and make my way to pasir ris to meet farah,silver and nani..haha,today i was so unlucky..there was a red line on my nose that made me look stupid and my flats broke on my way there!! haha,pp kept starin at my shoe and kept laughin at me
-.- i felt so embarrassed!!!hahaha..but luckily,farah's shoe size is the same as mine!! so she lent me a pair of her flats!! ily bestie!! silver and nani laughed alot when we were in kfc and i totally lost my appetite coz i felt so paiseh and i just couldnt stop laughin all thanks to them!! hahaha,jkjk..we walked around until idk what time then we all went home..hahaha,i love this day!! and i also cant wait for next thursday!!^^

I always get lost in your beautiful eyes,engrossed in your wonderful smile and laughter.. i love you for who you are and meeting you,is the best thing that has ever happened to me..

2009-11-12T00:32:00.000-08:00

Havent posted for a while..haha,let me talk about today..Had to wake up so early for training!!! haha.. I almost got heatstroke,it was so bloody hot!!! In the last 30 minutes of training,we had game..when i went to defend samantha,she hit the ball and it hit my right thigh!! so pain i tell ya..haha,but its ok coz its normal to get hit durin matches.. after training ended, followed juliette to school.but before that,we went to bukit merah to buy 3 curry puffs,sotong on a stick,nuggets and carrot cake..haha,alot of delicoius food!! then we headed straight to school.once things were settled, we walked to the bus stop opposite school.But on the way,juliette tickled my neck and i swear i couldnt stop laughin!! hahahahaha!! so after that, we took 131 home..haha,in exactly 1WEEK,juliette and i are buyin our first ever ipod!! haha,i cant wait!!^^

i lose sleep just to daydream about you..you're pretty much always on my mind..laughing,is what we're both good at and i'll never forget that beautiful smile of yours and that eyes of yours that i always get lost in..

2009-11-09T21:41:00.000-08:00

I'm sick and i'm having bad butt cramps!!! Not Funny!!! Damn pain!! i hope i recover from both by thursday.. i wanna go for trainin on thursday.. Heng tomorrow have no training..Yeahey!! Juliette and i are buyin our ipods together next week!! I still cant decide whether to buy the blue or silver ipod!! Heh,i'm only gonna see nicole next tuesday..imh so so so so so muchhh!:( Nothing else to post so i'm gonna go bloghoppin now!! hahaha^^

you'll be in my heart..always

2009-11-09T00:21:00.000-08:00

The camp was really borin but i kinda miss it coz it was fun with my friends there with me and with silver texting me those few days.. I love silver and all my friends! Farah massaged my back when i was havin bad backache durin the camp.. I love you bestie!! Hope Nicole recovers soon.. IMYL NICOLE!!:(

When i first met you, i never would have imagined that i would have such strong feelins for you. I never would have thought that i would have dreams about you or miss bein by your side or get butterflies in my stomach when someone mentions your name. When i first met you, i never would have thought that i would love you with all my heart. But now, i finally know the reason why.. I'm really glad i met you and i love you..

2009-11-03T05:23:00.000-08:00

I don't wanna go for the camp tomorrow!-.- I'm gonna miss you!!!! i really really hope you can stay:(
Haha,omg..today i went to plaza sing with ivy to get ahem.. we took the lift and we were like idiots coz the lift didnt move at all..The reason was coz IVY DIDNT PRESS THE FREAKIN BUTTON!!-.- hahahahahaha!!! damn funny can..hehe,i havent even started packing for the camp yet.. Too busy chatting with silver^^

kiss me kiss me..say that you miss me

2009-11-02T02:19:00.000-08:00

In school today was soooo boring!! I don't feel like goin for the module 2 camp!! I swear i don't wanna go.. You're goin away huh..be back soon k.. i'll miss you:( I am so tired!! I feel like sleepin and dreamin abt yknw what and i dont wanna wake up from it..

You're everything i need..

2009-10-31T20:52:00.000-07:00

I've been thinkin alot..mostly about you.I swear i miss you..Holidays are here so we can finally relax,well for a few days for some of us la haha..Watch movies?hve lunch?go to the zoo?anythin?? Heh,up to you..Farah,dun be mad k..especially with her..Its ok really:)

I miss you..I miss your smile:(

2009-10-30T04:21:00.000-07:00

Today is the last day of school..Promoting to sec 3 so happy la..i guess i'll be takin POA,phy n chem and geo..i was shocked when i saw my overall maths results..i passed!! 51-.- haha..after school some of the hockey gals and i went to clear printer room stuff..then we waited another hour for trainin ta start.. TRAINING!! it was a fucking torture la!! i had butt cramps after doing the shuttle runs..haha..but at least coach was kind enough to end training early with no match!! I was damn happy!! haha..Btw nicole,ily and i'll nvr betray u kays:)

I don't like you.. I love you!! ^^

2009-10-29T23:52:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is the last day of school but it doesnt even seem like it..in class today i was so pissed off..PMS!! wrong day to have pms-.- i cant wait for KL trip!! Haiyo!! 3 more weeks!! haha;) nxt week is our module 2 camp,i hope its not gonna be boring..in class today,Mrs Lee read out all our level positions..I may be in the same class as Farah again next year!!!^^ and wtv farah..haha, yea u beat me in almost all the subjects la..happy?! hahaha!!

all along you're all i've ever wanted

2009-10-27T00:28:00.000-07:00

Hahas!! Sitting with farah on the bus is so fun..n hilarious!! Both of us couldnt stop laughin n i was damn high coz i drank ice-lemon tea(the only drink that makes me go high)!! I thought it was gonna be fun at the singapore discovery center but it was not even close to fun..If it wasnt for farah,nicole,eugenia n the rest,the trip would have been so bloody boring!! hahaha!! n in the 2nd photo,farah's fringe n my fringe goes haywire..haha!! :)

can be too nice at times huh^^

2009-10-22T00:09:00.000-07:00

tmr is the hockey carnival n i cant wait.. hope i recover from flu by tmr. i hate 'x' to the max! very 2-face..Bimbotic..Gross..'x' talks to pp like good friends n makes them tell her stuffs like secrets and gossips n aft tat,she goes to someone else n tells them watever she knows..so much for bein a "GOOD FRIEND"-.-

You take my breath away with everything you say..

2009-10-16T01:14:00.000-07:00

Finally the exams are over!! Haha.. i totally screwed Maths paper so i guess i'll be takin POA nxt year..OMG!! I cant wait for KL trip with the team!! Its gonna be fun!! Just 1 more month.. ^^
i'm gonna buy stickies!! I think i'm addicted to it..Smiley Face!! i miss it..hahas!:)

Omg!! ivy ask me to delete her tag so i did..bt i deleted everythin!! haha..see lah ivy..anyhow tag..kieddo is not silver ivy..haha

2009-10-02T06:11:00.000-07:00

Nxt year the other sec.2s n i will be in b'div..i'm gonna miss our c'div team :( but the year after we'll play together again. Oh yea! Haha:)

Hahas,just now we had our hockey night..the videos shown reminded me of our floorball competition this year..i cant wait for nxt year's floorball competition!! I'm so lookin forward to it!! Bein goalie is so freakin fun!!^^

2009-09-30T05:17:00.000-07:00

U are special.. There is nth more i can say abt you.. Today was E-Learnin so no school..Haha, i dun know why they let us do work at home and still gives us time limit to complete them..But oh well, at least we get to relax at home..Haha.

2009-09-19T02:09:00.000-07:00

Haha this week was so funny.. there was physical durin monday's trainin n i fell backwards on my butt while doin the backward run..it hurt alot n everyone laughed at me..especially IVY CHAN(4 eyes) who laughed the loudest instead of helpin me up!! At least i dun trip over my own leg n fall like her!! HAha!! On tuesday the sec 2 CL girls went to chinatown to learn to brew chinese tea
-.- Nadine spillin hot tea on herself n andrea!! Andrea drinkin the tea in 1 gulp instead of 3 sips..haha..Yesterday's floorball trainin was the funniest!! 1 sec 3 floorball player is so funny!! she had to guard the goalpost coz they had no keeper for their team..n she wanted pass the ball to her team members but she lost her balance,knocked her head against the goalpost n fell on her butt..Marsya n i were the first 2 who laughed..haha.. Bein goalkeeper yesterday was horrible.. I had no goalie gear on at all n both my knees are full of bruises n a blister.. Tats all i have..Bye :)

2009-09-12T01:56:00.000-07:00

Had a really rough week.. Gettin scolldin for wearin shorts to my grandma's funeral-.- Grandma passin away n textin like crazy so tat i can laugh n all.. Luckily there was trainin..I totally got distracted tat i could laugh n jus forget abt grandma passin away.. I cant wait for school next week n trainins!! Imy Bangs.. Didnt see you for like almost two1/2 weeks..

2009-08-23T03:18:00.000-07:00

Heh,SJ will be takin over Mrs.Lee as our form teacher from idk when.Hmm...i can imagine..Everyday it'll be periods of talkin abt our life n abt onions n stuff.. Hahas.. N i can't believe Marsya is still so happy about havin sore throat even though she had it on friday!! n she says its her first time havin sorethroat in her whole 14 years..She's 1 funny gal..hahas!! :)

2009-08-22T05:13:00.000-07:00

Kayaking was quite fun today..especially with Juliette as my partner.. We were like the two who kept makin mistakes like not being able to turn,not bein able to stop in time,etc.. INSTEAD OF TURNIN,WE WENT STRAIGHT!! haha,that was like the joke of the day for the both of us n some other pp like ermm..IVY n PATRICIA-.- haha..Can't wait till next session where we'll be kayaking from Marina Basin(i think) to Marina Barage(i guess its how its spelt)!! It will be a few hours of kayaking.. We're all gonna bring our tidbits n sweets along durin the journey there too!!Whoohoo!!Yeah baby yeah!!Of course,Juliette n i will try not to make mistakes..WE'LL TRY!! haha :)

2009-08-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

Ok ivy..i'll update..idk wat to talk abt so i'll just talk abt BMF!! Wth!! he's such a liar..wat happened to the promise?!! i really have nth to talk abt now!! haha :)

2009-08-02T01:03:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was at national library with farah,nicole n nia studyin..well for a few hours..then so-called went shopping..HAHA..so much for goin outta study..Finals is in 2 weeks!! Ahhh!! i'm so nervous!! but i know tat us,humble theresians will nail it!! we've trained so hard this whole year!! now its time for history to repeat itself!! where we become champions again!!Whoohoo!! THERESIANS AIISH!! :)Bangs..Dun get affected by Y k..You have us:)

2009-07-24T05:55:00.000-07:00

Friends..i just cant live without them..alot has been on my mind n i needa really let lose..should i let go? this question has been on my mind for quite some time..some time..n after thinkin,the answer is,NO WAY!! i really need ta talk to someone! now!:( this whole week,HEADACHES!! so irritatin n painful! i want it ta stop!

"Just when life was getting better.." :(

2009-07-18T03:02:00.000-07:00

2 weeks..just 2 weeks to our semis..who're we gonna play against?? St.Nicks? Cresent? Seng Kang? ivy n i have 2 weeks to build up our stamina..tick tock tick..hard work in a short time..heh..BMF doesn't even bother to ask us for our opinions on stuff-.- i really wan a long break n i bet all of us wans a long break too.. but 4 the sake of the c'div competition,i'll bear..with the tough trainins n BMF of course..i know we'll make it to the finals n we'll be champions. i believe in our team.. we've worked hard 4 many months now n in 2 weeks, its where our hard work relly pays off.with our never say die attitude captain(Farah B) n vice-captain(Candice) with us, encouragin us all the way n our united n lovin team,i know we'll go far n even become champions.. "Theresians Aish!! :)"

2009-07-14T03:22:00.000-07:00

Today's match against JWS was quite ok..just that we were pissed with 1 another n there was very little communication..but we should all just forget abt today n start over..i know we'll do better the nxt match against TWS..Be happy Bangs..Dun be sad anymore kays!! Smile!! haha!! :)

2009-07-12T02:32:00.000-07:00

On tuesday is our next game n Marsya ain't gonna be there coz she has high fever..so sad.."Rest well Marsya!!:)" tmr is our trainin at Seng Kang i think.. i must play better on tuesdays game of not BMF will not be happy.. irritating BMF!! i'm gonna bear with BMF for the sake of the team..so
2-face n demoralising!! Ergghh!! Haha!! i wonder if ivy will fall down like she always does on tuesday's game..Jokin!! :)

2009-07-10T03:55:00.000-07:00

Today was our first match against Northland Sec and we won..1-0..Not a very good win coz of me!! why wasn't i able to breathe properly during the game?! Such bad luck at a wrong time!! Patricia rocked today thats for sure!! "Well done Pat!! Haha!!" I feel that i've let the team down.
Next game against JWS i'm so gonna play my heart out and do my very very best for me n as well as the team!! i'm not gonna let the team down by being a real BLURRR MANGKOK!!:(

During the maths test i wasn't "acting like some vibrating dog" coz of stress!! -.- its coz i was nervous of the match that we were gonna have!! haha!! n yeah..bangs did finish the test b4 me..Am i proud?? Mayybbee..Haha!! during the maths test,the whole class knew i was "acting like some vibrating dog" Embarrassing much!! But it was a funny kind of embarrassment!! Haha!! ;)

2009-06-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

Time passes real fast..soon school will start..haven't seen nia for nearly 3 weeks!!i really miss you NIA! Of course,i'll nvr listen to passerby.. so wat if i have 5 bffs huh?! i really dun get passerby..coming into the picture with no reason -.-

2009-06-05T23:42:00.000-07:00

U! very mean leh!! Anyhow say my bff u know wat... please,i know my bff million times more than u! dun make up stories k! if that fake rumour goes out... my bff will hate you for life u know -.-

2009-05-29T05:28:00.000-07:00

wow,unlike others who have the june holidays completely free, i only have 5 days of holiday to really relax. the rest of the days are scheduled for hockey training,hockey training and more hockey trainings!!! Ahhh!! i'm seriously going insane...i'm already sooo exhausted...so saddd.

My BFFs!!
~Farah!
~Nicole!
~Marsya!
~Juliette!
~Nia!

I love my BFFs to the max!!!
Heh,i've got nothing else to post about. Hahas!!! :)

2009-05-19T02:37:00.000-07:00

Today was supposed to be our free day to stay at home and sleep but...we had training!!! so sad, i'm aching all over and i'm very tired. but thx to my favourite,iced-lemon tea i'm high again...hahas!! hayoh... the whole week have training...can faint but theres no choice cause theres 6-a-side nationals and the
4-a-side!! i'm so scared i'll screw up. i'm forever making mistakes during training but can't seem to correct them... i'm gonna work extremely hard for this 6-a-side nationals and the 4-a-side!! "HOCKEY...HOCKEY..HOCKEY!!" i'm going crazy!! i so need to relax!! HAHAS!! :)

2009-05-03T03:11:00.000-07:00

When ur're around,it seems like theres hatred everywhere. So why don't you just face the reality,that ur're a 2-face bitch that everyone can live without! And please lah... don't think you can control anyone with ur're threats cause ur're just a pure loser who has a bad-temper and nothing more than that! tsk...wats more, i can tell you that big butt has a much better attitude than you! get a life bitch! And Wtv!! U are the pettiest person i've seen in my whole entire life!! why do you have to blame others instead of yourself all the time?! why can't you just own up to your mistakes by just saying a little "sorry"? they will feel much better...U are seriously inhumane! i don't want you to keep hurting my friends, especially my bffs!! i'd rather i suffer than my friends suffering.i'll stand up for them like they would for me... i really hope that 1 day you'll change for the better,i really hope you would :(

Heh,big butt... she should just keep her "crush" to herself.who cares bout him?! seriously! And for heaven's sake, stop acting like him!!

2009-04-25T23:39:00.000-07:00

WOW!! we won the floorball competition! yeahey!! So sad... no more floorball competition for us... :(

"I am untouchable,so is my team"

2009-04-23T01:19:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow is our big game and i'm freaking scared!!! Ah!!! i'm so scared that i'll screw up... nicole say that she will never be my friend again if i let in more than 4 goals tomorrow... so sad... i'm so totally gonna play my damn best tomorrow! :)